Going down the wrong path?

Picture by blueox Photography

By now I have seen LO a few times, we usually flirt quite heavily and have kissed but that’s as far as we’ve gone. I have told you before I don’t see him as a boyfriend, but he has a great body and wouldn’t mind some close contact. However, it seems we’re ending up the slow route…, which I’m not so comfortable with anymore.

LO is the other date I’ve had in the last month I mentioned in my last post (30 days). In the last month we’ve met twice. The first time I came out from badminton and was going back home when I got on messenger. We started chatting and turns up we both wanted to see Bruno. Half an hour later we met in Leicester Square.

The movie was very funny, the kind that can easily offend a few people but I didn’t have any issues with it and would definitely recommend it to anyone who likes some un-PC fun.

During the start of the movie LO put his hand on my leg and there it stayed till the end of the movie except for the moments he had my hand on his. After cinema we went for a drink in Kudos and then back home (each to his).

A couple of weeks later we chatted again and he asked me if I wanted to see Harry Potter. OK, not really my kind of movie but given everyone was making such a fuss about it I thought I might as well go. To be honest I thought HP was worse than all the previous ones…

Anyway, this time he went straight for my hand and held it for the whole movie. Afterwards we met my friend C and his husband for some clubbing.

During the night we did the usual flirting and obviously LO took his shirt off as always. We did kiss a couple of times, but that’s as far as it went. After the club we both parted separately.

I am now getting increasingly uneasy. LO is not someone I’m interested in as a boyfriend. I just think he’s nice and like his body really, and all these dates where we just meet, touch or kiss are exactly the kind of thing I should be avoiding, but somehow we’ve ended up doing just that. Mental note: next date should be at home…

Interestingly while in Heaven I met F (Another weekend without a rest, Giving up on some more). Hadn’t seen him for ages… he was there with some of his friends and funnily enough, that included one I had slept with before knowing they were close friends! At some point of the night I was surrounded by three people I have had sex with in the past plus LO… strange feeling.

F was very friendly and we chatted the next day, he suggested I should join him with his friends and invited me to go to Brighton with them this weekend but I can’t. I reminded him I still have a contact lens box he left at home on purpose, his answer was “does it take too much space? ”, not sure what it’s on his mind.